I was excited this morning; I had a job interview - my fourth or fifth, and I was sure I'd get this one. I had a good interview, I think I answered the questions fully. I think I had good answers. I drove home feeling good about the whole thing. But I got a phone call saying that I didn't get the job.
I'm disappointed. I want to be working. I want to be bringing in a income. I want to feel in control. However, the truth is, even with a job - I'm never truly in control. Things can change in an instant. God's always in control and I need to remember that. He wants the best for me, and that will come in his time. I have to trust in him.
Still, it is hard. Back to prayer one again.