One step forward... two steps back

Although I had been doing very well for quite some time, I'm back to just coping. School is going well, but I seem to be doing just my absolute "have to's" and struggling to do anything else. I'm back to having regular counselling, which should help. I had my first session this afternoon. He's encouraged me to consider some aspects of my past relationship with Lloyd in a different light (was there emotional abuse?) and to pray on that.

In the meantime, the sun still shines - even when it's -35 out. The piano lessons are going well (I think). My elbow's been giving me much less trouble since Bram showed me that karate punch (thank's Bram!).